Depression is miserable.
It keeps remind you of the darkest way of living.
It fragments the life into pieces.
However, there will always be some pieces enlightening the life.
The illness is in pain but the experiences are precious, no matter it is nostalgic or messy. The most important part is the growth gained from it and the pursue of authentic identity.
In this film, Lydia intends to share her experiences of getting through depression, pulling herself from illness and seek for a better way to live. She is going to present two ways of living in her film, besides depression, there must be something made up the life. The film will be about confession, authenticity and identity. By watching her photographies, past and recreated memories and the contradiction inside, Lydia invites you to know about two sides of her identity and explore the better way for her to live.