Well, all good things must come to an end. If only I was a contestant on The Voice, I could have had some kind of sentimental video detailing my journey of hardship and defiance. But to be honest, Media 1 wasn’t like that at all. It was pretty much everything I expected. Not that there’s anything wrong with that.
Week 1 – Reading: Cal Newport’s Advice That I Will Inevitably Forget
This was pretty much my first blog post. And I’ve decided to write about because I think it’s a good example of my naivety. I’m a cynical person; a pessimist, a nihilist, I can’t help but question absolutely everything I see. It’s my way of understanding how things are. Coming into this course, I brought this attitude with me. While I agree with what I wrote in this post, I think I missed the point of why we were shown this video. It wasn’t about motivation; it was about changing preconceptions. Sometimes my suspicious approach to learning helps me discover things I wouldn’t ordinarily see. Other times it completely blinds me, just like it did here.
Week 5 – Workshop: The Aspirational Figure
One thing I loved about the workshops was our class discussions. We truly had a diverse set of opinions, and as a result, conversation would flourish. In Week 5, Louise introduced to the idea of ‘The Aspirational Figure’. We used faux hotshot Gina Liano as a case study, someone that is seen as an aspiration. This provided myself with a realisation. Nearly all mainstream content (and yes, a reality television star is now a piece of content) is a constructed image disguised as identity. This ‘light-bulb moment’ allowed me to gain a deeper understanding of textual analysis; looking below the surface level.
Week 6 – Readings/Lecture: The Empathetic Character
Robert McKhee’s ‘Substance Of Story’ was probably my favourite piece of reading this semester. Whenever the course work was more focused on film, my enjoyment rapidly increased. The idea of “the protagonist must be empathetic; he may or may not be sympathetic” is something in the past I’ve noticed but never really considered. Applying this theory to film, and also my group’s Project Brief 4 provided a basis for a deeper understanding in narrative.
Week 9 – Readings: The Consequences Of ‘The People Formerly Known As The Audience’
Jay Rosen’s ‘The People Formerly Known As The Audience’ was something I read whilst doing a Journalism course two years ago. There was a lot to like about it, and a lot consider. Reading it two years later, in a media context, rather than a journalistic one, allowed me to look at it from a different perspective. Thanks to social media, the media landscape has drastically changed in the last two years. What this article really made me consider was how important audience is when creating content.
Week 12 – Workshop: Victim Culture
Another blog about a class discussion. There’s a theme here! The workshop discussions were my favourite moments of the semester. This discussion didn’t change my opinion about victim culture; however, it did provide me with a sense of relief. Our class discussion was very open and honest, and the majority of my class believed that victim culture was primarily about narcissism. This was very refreshing to hear. I feel this blog post is quite an honest representation of my crippling cynicism.
The most valuable learning experience has definitely been developing my editing skills on Premiere. As someone who edits a lot of audio, I naively thought editing a video would be quite similar. I was wrong.
One thing I found challenging in this course was my laptop’s inability to function. As a result, I had to find other ways to edit videos and audio. Also, I struggled badly with motivation when it came to blogging. I get the whole blogging thing. It’s a smart way of retaining information and keeping a body of work. But it’s also a hassle. Every time I wrote a blog I felt dread, and after re-reading my blog posts, I think it’s quite evident in my choice of language.
What I discovered about my own creative practice was how much I like working by myself. And this is something that I’m going to have to change, quickly. I struggled to adapt during group exercises, mainly because I hate when things are out of my control. But the film industry is all about collaboration, and I’ll need to get used to the idea of working within a team if I want to get there.
Overall, I’m happy with my contribution to this semester. I could have done better, but then again, we all could have. I’m proud of the content I created, and I’m really looking forward to Media 2.