not interested

so now we are three weeks into this course and i am finally writing my first blog post. not because i didn’t know how but because i didn’t know what to say. i find the notion that everyone can read what i’m writing very daunting and puts strain onto what i really want to say. the lectures or ‘unlectures’ are confusing and I can’t find a connection between them and the readings as well as the tutorials. It feels like a waste of time yet I know its not, the course is like this for a reason.