R.I.P.

First, rest in peace Dr. Adrian Miles. Our lecturer and thought provoker. There was no end to his wonderings and inquiries. He truly had an amazingly curious mind. Thanks for teaching us to think deeply and open up our minds to the unknown.

Second, I officially graduate in 2 days. RMIT, it’s been fun. You’ve challenged me to think and be different. I’ve made two friends that I’ll hold on to for a while even after I leave school. If they’ll have me, that is.. At the moment, I am trying to apply for a job at RMIT connect. It’s good pay, and it doesn’t seem hard. I guess if I get the job, I won’t be saying goodbye just yet.

ponder panda

It’s hard finding just one quote from all the readings we’ve done that matters most to me, that I can then make a film with. I am still coming to terms with using quotes and ideas as tools in my filmmaking machine. Letting the quote, camera and sounds take charge – allowing them their agency.

To list or not to list

Q: Does Bogost want to find & identify relations between all things, or take them apart? (i.e. the disjointedness of lists)

  • Both. You can’t ever identify all the possible relations of things and therefore it’s an alien. You can’t know all relations so you can’t know totally, fully what something is. Because you can’t know relations that may or may not happen in the future. (eg. my glasses might be eaten by my dog so it can also be a choking hazard. But I don’t know that that will happen so I can’t say that it’s a relation yet.)
  • He just wants to tell us that this is how the world is; it’s connected yet disjointed?? Every element and part is an individual object. It has it’s own being that has come from other things, that have also come from other things, etc.

roll

Today I had an epiphany about the Bogost quote. I read it and there was a moment of clarity – a moment where all the big words made sense. And then, the confirmation! Adrian explained it the same way.

Bogost gives the example of Roland Barthes’ lists of what he likes and dislikes. When he does that, it draws attention to what he probably surrounds himself with (likes) and stays away from (dislikes). It makes me think of what’s there to like about things like romantic music, and what’s to dislike about Chopin (who is one of my favourites..)

When you list out the objects, you start to pay attention about what they are to the person; and, because I am human, what they are to me too. The list begins to “[draw] our attention toward [the things] with greater attentiveness”. Eg. listing all the things in a particular shop is better at drawing attention to what the shop is and does and has, than a story about the shop.

 

 

history

During the assessment, I have come to realise that not only does structure make a story, but also time. A time frame and a time line – that puts things into a sequence, and that sequence tells a story. If you based your list on things in time, it comes out like a story.

But does it have an end? Yes and no – yes because I cannot be telling the ever ongoing story every minute and every day. Yet no, because the story is still going on, just untold and unwritten…

questions

is ontology the identifying of all the different facets? or the study of each one and how far reaching it can go? or is it to get involved with every one/just one?

is Bogost saying that there shouldn’t be an “I” or saying that everything can be the “I”? or that everything should just be “it”s because I am just a unit of things?

“The alien is anything – and everything – to everything else.” – Bogost, pg. 34

perhaps an example of an alien is air.
• on one hand, it is cheap and everywhere, it could be seen as nothing of value.
• on the other, it is everything to everything as well – we all need it. even the computers. they have a fan inside because they need the air to circulate and keep it cool.

lo-fi

“Because it is lo-fi the emphasis is on getting all the steps done and once the work is finished to then think about what it is, and what it does.”

what is my assessment?
a video, an audio track, an object. I think it can be summed up as a depiction of putting the watch as the centre. The watch’s connection to the train it goes on, and the people that look at it. The watch cannot tell or know if it is liked or not.  (unlike how we can tell when a dog likes us) The watch’s experiences; being put on, going outside.
Also, other thing’s connection to the watch because they can relate with each other; because they have similar experiences. Like the audio and the visual of the dog – “I could see so much more if she put me on the outside.” The watch wants to see more but view is blocked because it’s on the inside of the wrist. The dog can see outside, but only what’s through that screen door.

What does my assessment do?
for who? for me, I think it helped open my eyes to other connections my objects are having. It helps me understand that things can have similar experiences and be connected that way just like how I am connected to my friends because we went to the same thing together that one time. It helped me notice what was around me more so I could film it or take a picture. (I never noticed that the pedestrian crossing lights flashed one a second or that my neighbour had a dog.) Hopefully it will contribute to a good grade at the end of semester.
for others, perhaps it gives a good laugh. I know some of the watch’s POV angles are unflattering for me. And not to mention my voice. ugh. I frankly don’t know what it does. will it inspire another? will it change the world? hahah who knows!

at least it gives my watch a voice. if only for a minute.

a situation that is confused and full of problems

= mess. My video is finished. it is a good mess. good confusion that’s leading to deeper thoughts and the breaking out of the norm. Good problems to be solved and explored. I decided that it is finished.

how? 

I don’t want to do it anymore.

I don’t feel like doing it anymore. 

I didn’t have anymore audio.

I couldn’t type anymore.

I don’t have any more footage.

I don’t have time.

I am lazy.

I’m over it. 

My computer won’t do it.

The battery is running out.

I can’t think of what else to do with it. 

I think it’s good enough.

I am just. stopping.