The journey of creating the video piece for this assignment has been a pretty long and at times quite challenging process for me. What started as an idea for a broad documentation of the lockdown period and a visual translation of its effects has turned into a much more personal project, which in many ways could act as a sort of personal statement of my outlook following the lockdown period. The journey to where this film ended up was certainly not a straightforward one. It began with a long period of what I can only describe as ‘writers block’ – I could not come up with anything. I had my concept, I thought I knew what I wanted to focus on, but I had no idea how I wanted to tackle that concept. I knew it would have a visual focus, as much of my work does, but that was about it. I could not for the life of me come up with anything, every time I attempted to write something around the topic nothing would come to me. So admittedly as the presentation date for assignment 3 approached I was very nervous and very underprepared. So a couple days out from the presentation knowing I needed something to show, I got my camera out and went to a couple of my favourite spots around my hometown and just pointed the camera at whatever I felt was interesting. Obviously the haphazard, semi-random approach was never likely to give me any insight into my prompt, and to tell the truth at first it absolutely didn’t. In the days following this shoot day as I began to collate my footage and try to piece something together out of it, I was just as confused as ever. Somehow though, just before the presentation was about to start I had a breakthrough. I realised that the footage I had collected shared a sort of theme (or at least I thought so) – that being change. On one hand I had images of a forest, something which could very likely have looked the exact same as it does today a decade ago or even longer. Whereas on the other hand I had footage of a beach, something which changes moment to moment and never looks the exact same twice. So this was where I found my entry point – I liked the footage I had so I wanted to use it, and I felt that writing around this idea of change, I could somehow create a different kind of documentation of the pandemic, perhaps with a more personal spin to it.
So this was where the final version of my video really began for me. I quickly began to have ideas for the voiceover, at first beginning as some kind of retelling of my experience during the lockdown, moving from Australia to the UK and back again unexpectedly, etc. But as I began to write around this I began to feel that if I were to continue in this vein the film may come across as a little self indulgent and failing that I would likely not be able to accurately judge its quality with my own biased eyes. So I switched gears again, which eventually resulted in me writing a sort of personal manifesto, a statement of my changed perspective on my own life and experiences and the way I want to live going forward. Once this voiceover was written I quickly recorded it and began using the footage I had collected early on to sort of complement what was being said, keeping in mind the underlying theme of change. It was at this point that I first showed Robin my progress. This prototypical version of my film was one I was genuinely pretty happy with, though I knew it was very much incomplete. I was happy to hear that Robin in large part agreed that I was on the right track – though with the added suggestion that it could benefit from a more rich and considered sound palette.
So following this meeting began the third and final phase of this assignment – that being creating the soundscape. This to me was probably the most challenging aspect of this assignment, and the component which I am most unsure of now that it’s complete. First I returned to my two locations, gathering as many sounds as I could and trying my best to get a broad array of different sounds. That was the easy part, the challenge began when I returned home and began trying to piece together some sort of soundscape to accompany the video. Even though the writing and planning stage of the assignment had been difficult at first, once I got the inspiration for my idea I was off and running and had little difficulty going forward. The same cannot be said for the sound component. To put it mildly, I had no idea what I was doing. I didn’t know what I wanted the finished product to sound like and in many ways I felt like I had far fewer reference points to draw from for inspiration. So what followed was a fairly excruciating process of just plain trial and error. At first I tried just to match the sound to what was happening on screen, but found it to be extremely boring and it wasn’t really adding anything that wasn’t already there if that makes sense. So I switched to a more subjective sound palette, placing different sounds in places that I felt accompanied the voiceover more so than the visuals. This approach just plain didn’t work to be totally honest, so I again scrapped it. The third version I decided to get some additional sound effects online, which certainly helped a great deal. At this point I decided on doing a combination of both previous versions of the soundscape, first adding a sort of bed of sound which matched the screen action (I did not record any live sound when I was getting the initial footage), and then adding some additional spikes of sound that were more for dramatic effect such as thunder, breathing and the doppler effect of a car passing. Once I had done this I was only semi-satisfied with the final result and went against Robin’s initial feedback, bringing back the music from the initial version I had shown him – only this time I was far more deliberate with its use. For starters I only used it to pad out the soundscape I had already created and essentially just used it to sort of punctuate the voiceover and visuals. I feel like this way it’s a lot more subtle and just sort of adds to the complete picture without overpowering anything.
All things considered, I’d say I’m somewhere between neutral to positive on the finished product. I’m definitely proud of the work I’ve done and regardless of whether the finished film is ‘good’ or not I learnt a whole lot in the process of making it and really allowed myself to experiment, take risks and often fail in pursuit of making my film better than it was already. At this point I honestly find it really hard to be objective about it as I truly have spent so much time looking at it on an editing timeline that I think I need a bit of a cooling off period before I can really judge in on its merits and weaknesses. That said though I am just really happy to have it finished and I do sincerely hope that it’s well received by the class and by Robin. This assignment really has been a rollercoaster, I’ve had a great deal of fun, experimented a whole lot with almost every element at play and have spent a hell of a lot of time doing what felt like smashing my head against a wall until something came of it. Despite all that though I have genuinely enjoyed making this film and I hope people like it!
‘Manifesto’ by Noah Hodgson
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-daCxCFghLTV7JijjD2TeBk-Nc1tqrZ5/view?usp=sharing
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