I feel as though attempting to perceive the world from a holistic viewpoint is somewhat futile.. Here’s why i think so:

when we let our thoughts of how our entire life will be, when we condense our entire future,present and past into a contained bottle of narrow-minded perspective we forget the way in which the world works, we place ourselves into illusions that eventually we cannot escape. We forget that it doesn’t need to make sense. That everything in your life has some sort of connectedness, however that connectedness is continually evolving, changing and even diminishing. As you lost that innocent perspective of the world, you begin to understand just how crazy it is, and how you cannot form one set of connections between events in your life and assume you acquire control of it. But does that mean that there’s no such thing as cause and effect? If nothing had a cause and effect relationship we wouldn’t evolve, we would not learn from mistakes.

I believe life to be a sometimes ambiguous collage of chaos and random connectedness, and also a series of cause and effects that teach us how to grow…